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▶ 007. TEST DRIVE & SIMULATION #7

TDM & SIMULATION #7


CONTENT WARNINGS: ptsd, ptsd (of children), bloodletting, medical needles, survival-horror elements, vampirism, partial nudity

▶ 001. ARRIVAL / CAFETERIA.

It happens in the blink of an eye, a dash of time – you're taken from where you were. What you were doing... it isn't important anymore, and slowly, you give up the desire of your normal life. When you awaken, figures are looking down on you from a surgical table.

"Yeah, this one will do; let's take them to the rest." That's all you see before losing consciousness again, only to wake up in a pod with many others.

"Your questions will be answered soon enough, as I'm sure you will have many," a female, robotic voice says.

Just then, your pod opens in a dim corridor with many others. Your new life is about to begin... whether you like it or not.


The pods drain their stasis fluid which wakes each Outsider. Outsiders emerge from their pod in only their undergarments which have been supplied to them, and head to a locker room in the medical bay to find a towel to dry off with and a set of gray loungewear to wear as LILITH makes the final decision in assigning the Outsiders to their rightful teams. If a character has any accessibility needs, they will be found here. It's about then they will feel a sharp pain at the back of their eyes, almost like there’s a foreign body lodged on the inside of their head. This pain will subside quickly as their body adapts to the changes, but there will always be a sensation of something being not quite right; that their bodies have been changed forever. They would be correct in thinking that. In the pod, all Outsiders have been surgically fitted with ocular and brain implants that will enable them to communicate with LILITH and the rest of the crew, as well as providing them the information they require. Almost like a computer screen has been loaded into their brains, they will see a loading screen as the implant completes its download. A questionnaire will then pop up, waiting for their answer. A voice, robotic and feminine, will also read along in their brain for them.

█ █ █ LOADING COMPLETE … BEGIN ORIENTATION …


Name:
Username:
Civilian Identity:
Age:
Species:
Origin:
Blood Type:

Do you believe in ghosts?




The system will give Outsiders one chance to provide a truthful answer and choose their username and civilian identity. Should they refuse to cooperate, the implant will download the answer directly from their brain (and give them a username or civilian name against their will). This questionnaire will then be posted on the network for all to view and reply to. Almost like an ice-breaker, if you will. LILITH wants all their newest recruits to learn about each other!

Outsiders will receive a quick brief about their situation: they will be told that the year is 2278 and they have been taken to Neo Tokyo, one of the last bastions of mankind in a world terrorized by various Kaiju and monsters. Only a third of the population remains, and LILITH has gathered talented people from other dimensions here as a last ditch effort to save humanity. Outsiders are free to continue asking LILITH questions through their implant, but there’s no guarantee that they will provide them with a straight answer …

Outsiders will also notice an implant in their dominant wrist. This implant has a barcode in it that will enable them to purchase goods from the local stores in Neo Tokyo. They will receive a starting balance of 15,000,000 KRYPTOS (about USD 100), which is barely enough for a few good meals, groceries, and supplies. They can view their current balance through a hologram window projected by their ocular implant.

While there would normally be a meal available for them in the cafeteria, this doesn’t seem to be the case this time. Robots working within the cafeteria will instead be handing out a small array of food: blood sausages, blood soup, pumpkin curry, candy corn, and iron pills to each Outsider. The blood for the sausages and soup are supposedly from donations and whatever was left from the medical bay. There will be enough iron pills for people to distribute amongst their teammates if needed, as well as other supplements.

That familiar robotic voice is heard again:

"Greetings, my name is SYNTHIA and I will be taking care of you today while the rest of the crew is occupied. Worry not, my children. You are in safe hands."


▶ 002. SIMULATION.

Outsiders are provided sufficient downtime after the last optional mission. Additionally, LILITH will still be offering the same services as the aftermath of the previous battle, including the usual medical assistance and therapy. Those who have lost body parts will be provided a synthetic replacement when they are ready. This replacement will function just like the body part that is lost and can look way cooler (up to you) or blend in with a character's natural body (also up to you.) Refer to our rewards page for more information. Characters will receive a replacement prosthetic (e.g. the basic prosthetic arm/leg/eye) but will need to put in a reward request to further enhance their prosthetic (e.g. to buy a machine gun for their prosthetic arm).

Just because LILITH provides therapy, doesn't mean a character has to go, but the option is there. Outsiders may also be encouraged to visit these facilities, depending on their general mood, which occasionally seems tracked through their oculars. Team members will also be incentivized to reach out to one another to check in and provide some much needed emotional and/or physical support.

While not required, LILITH will still resume its usual simulation training, and those who desire to participate will be asked to arrive at the simulation in varying intervals in their LILITH-issued plugsuits. The design of this simulation will be a bit different and will take on the form of a horror and/or survival game: participating Outsiders will be expected to complete puzzles and make it through various levels of difficulty in order to complete the simulation.

Each Outsider will open their eyes to what appears to be an abandoned town. The town almost appears to be colorless in many ways and is covered in a light fog. The simulation will provide various objectives that range from protecting a single civilian or child found in the midst of this town, to defeating several monsters. The monsters will be reminiscent of any monster the Outsiders have already seen before, the only exception being the “final boss.” During the final boss fight, Outsiders are encouraged to give it their all and push their abilities in order for LILITH to be able to better gauge everyone’s abilities and growth.

Besides, it wouldn’t be considered an actual simulation without a proper battle.

█ █ █ MONSTER DEBRIEF SHEET:
NAME: TRIANGLE HEAD
HEIGHT: 3 METERS
WEIGHT: 300 KG
CLASS: UNKNOWN, CANNOT BE CLASSED.
THREAT LEVEL: MODERATE-SEVERE
LOCATION: Unnamed City, USA
ABILITIES: Able to appear from people’s shadows, able to instill a sense of fear in others. Wields a sword, which it also utilizes as a long ranged weapon.
WEAKNESS: Susceptible to the emotions of the other party. The more acceptance they have in their hearts, the less powerful it becomes.
EXTRA NOTES: Once it is able to instill fear on its target, it is able to cast illusions. These illusions can differ from person to person, but seems to make them confront their biggest fears.

█ █ █ MISSION OBJECTIVE:
✖ Identify any living civilians and take them to safety bunker while fighting off monsters.
✖ Take out all monsters and/or kaiju that are in the area.
✖ Protect safe zones.
✖ Defeat TRIANGLE HEAD.
EXTRA NOTES: Assisting other Outsiders and working together also increases the overall score.

█ █ █ ATTACHED PHOTO:



At the end of the simulation, they will be rewarded with a little pin that says: “I’ve survived ☺” with either a cat, ghost, or witch on it. Outsiders may challenge this as many times as they would like. Unfortunately, as this “horror simulation” hinged deeply on the subconscious, some will find that after the simulation is complete, they may have residual fear left in their bodies that trigger at random times. Whether this be when they’re going to the bathroom at 2 AM, or they’re in the middle of the cafeteria grabbing a late snack. They may also have the feeling that they hear monsters lingering around base, and be struck with the sudden fear that they’re being followed.

While LILITH will rework everyone’s oculars in order to deal with this problem, in the meantime, they suggest watching heartwarming videos and shows. LILITH will have a library of suggestions, including old Christmas movies, cartoons, and even old episodes of reality TV to act as an appropriate distraction. Maybe arrange a comforting sleepover party?



▶ 003. THIS IS HALLOWEEN.

Outsiders who choose to venture out into Neo Tokyo will find the city bustling with life, just as it always is. Halloween has always been a holiday well loved and celebrated in Neo Tokyo, and not even the very real threat of kaiju can dampen the spirits of the people. If anything, being able to find some humor in the sordid state of the world seems to be keeping the spirits of the people up. The fact that some people are walking the streets dressed up as very real kaiju that have attacked the city before seems to prove this point.

Though Halloween is over, the celebrations are dragging on for longer than usual this year. Lucky you, right? After a month of loss and devastation in Transylvania, you still get to enjoy Halloween! Shops, restaurants and bars are milking this holiday for what it’s worth while they still can. They come fully decked out in spooky decorations - skeletons, cobwebs, jack-o-lanterns, and the occasional witch cauldron! Outsiders may simply enjoy the sight of costumed locals wandering the streets, but if they feel inclined to dress up as well, they can buy a costume from a store or use their style upgrade to make a costume (or simply assume that the style upgrade chip had glitched them into a particular costume). Some events running in the city include:

- Bars and clubs are serving Halloween themed drinks and food. Some examples of this would be alcohol served in a jack-o-lantern or smoky cauldron, blood-themed cocktails, cookies with frosted spiders on them, candied apples, pumpkin-flavored food and many more. Feel free to make up your own.
- The Harlem bar in Tokyo is hosting a Halloween rave with drinks, music, and a costume party! The customers with the most impressive, scariest, or sexiest costume get to be crowned king or queen of the bar for the night and will be treated to bottomless drinks and a 50,000 KRYPTO gift card.

- The Tachikawa region of Neo Tokyo is hosting their annual yokai festival! People are filling the streets wearing masks or dressing up as yokai, and coming to the festival in a costume is mandatory or you will be turned away. Don’t worry, a face-painting stall has been set up to help characters become the yokai of their dreams! Live music is playing, people are dancing, and there are numerous stalls selling traditional snacks and yokai-themed foods.

- Pop-up haunted houses and zombie houses are still running in the area! Test your courage by wandering through a spooky, dark room filled with ghastly ghouls, zombies and werewolves (who happen to be … robots or people in costume). Or perhaps you fancy a zombie run event in the dead of the night? Being chased by zombie actors and robot zombies sounds like an excellent way to get some cardio in. (These zombies and ghouls are paid actors and will not harm the customers in any way, so any violence against them is prohibited and will get you kicked out.)

- The Bandai store is excited to reveal its latest holographic virtual pet: Kasper! Kasper exists as a keychain of a cartoon ghost. When turned on, it projects the hologram of a cutesy-looking ghost into the air. This small ghost can float around in the air and phase through walls and people. It is programmed to behave like a pet, coming to its owner when called, enjoying being petted, and getting into some mischief on occasion. Very much like a Tamagotchi, Kasper needs frequent attention or he will fade away and the user will need to start the game over. Outsiders may purchase this toy if they wish. It is for leisure purposes only and cannot be used for carrying things or espionage.

With the popularity of Halloween, law enforcement is on high alert for unruly characters and will be breaking up gatherings of too many people or arresting anyone appearing to be heavily intoxicated in public. There’s a certain gang of trouble-makers who seem to be finding joy in scaring people for real, and they do this by dressing up in clown costumes and chasing people down the street with real weapons. There have even been reports of these hooligans assaulting people for real. Any Outsider who can wrangle these trouble-makers and present them to law enforcement will receive a decent reward from the city.

For the period of Halloween, LILITH has given clearance for inhuman Outsiders to roam the streets without their cloaking disguises. They might get many compliments for their impressive ‘costumes’.


▶ 004. BLOOD DRIVE.


Not only is the mission to Transylvania highly classified, but the existence of vampires amongst the Outsiders is also classified information. For the sake of Neo Tokyo’s stability, LILITH will be ordering all Outsiders to keep this information under wraps. Thankfully, a fanged vampire would not look too out of place amongst the many costumed crowds in Neo Tokyo. In fact, play into the vampire theme, and you might even get your picture taken! You don't need to answer them when your image doesn't show up on film, it's all part of the magic with nowadays technology.

As Dr. Spim works tirelessly on a cure, freshly turned vampires will need to find ways to cope with the changes. A special monitor will be added to their implant that will alert them when they are dangerously low on blood and need to feed. If they continue to ignore these warnings, LILITH security robots will prevent them from leaving the base, forcing them to feed on a blood bag or find a friend to feed on. With some Outsiders going feral from their thirst for blood, LILITH simply cannot allow the people of Neo Tokyo to be put at risk. Vampires who are sensitive to the sun (it's up to you if you would like them to be a daywalker or not) will be given medicated sunscreen that will offer some protection from the sun. It is still recommended that they wear protective clothing and stay in the shade, however.

With the grave hit that LILITH has taken following the last mission, LILITH’s blood bank is running lower than ever before. Not only did the wounded require blood transfusions, but a good number of Outsiders have been turned into vampires and require a regular food source. A creative solution has been proposed: it’s time for a blood drive! LILITH has set up a medical booth in the streets of Shibuya where volunteers and Outsiders may visit and donate blood. For some added irony, the blood drive is vampire-themed, but LILITH would prefer that Outsiders not tell the donors about the fact that some of their blood will go on to feed actual vampires.

Donors rest on one of the comfortable chairs provided, and a trained medical staff or robot will prick them, drawing out enough blood to fill a bag. Those who do not know their blood type can be tested today and get a cute sticker with their blood type on it! Outsiders may become donors themselves or volunteer to prick others; specialized training will be provided for volunteers. There is a refreshment and relaxation area providing beverages and a light meal (such as little cakes, small sandwiches and onigiri) to all donors.



▶ 005. THE ORPHANS.

Following the mission in Transylvania, several cultist children have been brought back to base. LILITH has prepared a holding area with beds for them to stay in temporarily as a long-term solution is prepared.

These children are understandably very affected by what had happened to them and the town they once considered home. In their perspective, LILITH Outsiders had come out of nowhere and the adults in their town had treated them with hospitality. It was typical for the people of the town to occasionally disappear, and the adults would call it being ‘chosen’ by the Lord of the Forest. What was not typical was what had happened in late October: how chaos had emerged between the people of the town and those from outside, which led to parts of the village being burned down, food being taken, and children being whisked away to this mysterious land.

Someone should probably fill them in on the real story.

Being ripped away from your entire world in such a drastic and violent way would not be easy for anyone to cope with. Most of the children appear miserable and withdrawn, some refusing to eat, some crying in their corners and some refusing to speak. While most of the children are shaken with terror, a few of them cope with their raw emotions by lashing out, hitting the other children, kicking the walls and throwing things at other people. The road to recovery for them appears to be a long one, and currently, it’s not clear if they even can go on to live a normal life after everything they have been through.

Since the Outsiders now have some time on their hands, they are heavily encouraged to make an organized effort to help these children. The holding area looks as clinical as any other hospital room and could use …warmer decor. The area is also bereft of toys or anything a child would typically enjoy, so there’s little for these troubled children to do but sit in their corners feeling miserable for themselves. LILITH does provide robot nannies capable of changing diapers and teaching mathematics, but they are cold and emotionless, lacking any real affection. Presently, LILITH does not have the funds to do anything more than meet these childrens’ basic needs, so they are counting on the Outsiders to provide their support in any way they know how. Keep them company? Teach them something new? Give them treats? Take them trick-o-treating? Every Outsider has a different skill to offer.

Outsiders who gain the trust of certain children will be granted clearance to take them around the base and into the city of Neo Tokyo. These children have grown up isolated from modern technology and people outside their town–the sights and sounds will be overwhelming for them, especially with so many people in costumes, so field trips need to be planned carefully.

While still in the early stages, the Outsider known as PUNISHER (Nicholas D. Wolfwood) has proposed that an orphanage be raised to provide shelter for disadvantaged children in Neo Tokyo. LILITH has plans to make a generous donation to this project, and is calling on Outsiders to raise funds however they see fit. Some examples on how to raise funds include: speaking to investors for toy companies, spreading awareness to their social media followings, putting up musical performances or selling merchandise. (If you wish to have your character gain fans or a following online to aid in the fundraising, you do not need mod permission and can just assume it happens.)



▶ 006. AFTERWORD.

Welcome to our 7th TDM! All TDM threads are game canon and characters who don't app will be glitched out of this world. As the TDM will act as the event, existing characters are heavily encouraged to participate. Please use this format for top levels: CHARACTER | CANON | CURRENT / NEW CHARACTER.

There are currently 8 available player slots. New players are welcome to use this TDM to get samples for when APPLICATIONS open.

Use the code provided in the ARRIVAL prompt if you'd like to participate in the ice breaker, and place it in your top level along with your other prompts. Anything such as civilian name or username can be marked as UNDECIDED if you're unsure of what you'd like your character to have for now. Though it says 'Orientation', existing characters can still participate in the ice-breaker.

The monthly mingle will reveal information about payment for last month's mission and the winners for KO and top hit.

Please note that all tags in this log will count for 2 reward points each and will count towards November AC.


TDM #7 BREAKDOWN/RECAP (CLICK TO EXPAND)
1. ARRIVAL PROMPT: Newcomers arrive with ocular and brain implants, and are given a breakdown of the premise with an icebreaker orientation to complete. Newcomers are placed in gray loungewear while they are being sorted into teams. Blood based food will be served for all vampire turned Outsiders with Halloween themed food for non-vampires. Characters who lost a body part or two in Transylvania may get a free prosthetic when they are ready. On-base therapy and counseling sessions are offered.

2. SIMULATION: An optional simulation prompt featuring TRIANGLE HEAD is offered in a survival-horror themed simulation. Some after affects from this simulation may cause characters to feel fear and panic and are encouraged to watch comforting videos, possibly together, to counteract the side effects.

3. THIS IS HALLOWEEN: Halloween celebration spills into November with Halloween themed bars, costume parties, youkai festival, and the reveal of Kasper, a hologram virtual pet. Troublemaking gangs dressed as clowns wreck havoc when they see a chance and Outsiders are free to intervene for a reward.

4. BLOOD DRIVE: A blood drive to aid in feeding vampiric Outsiders is offered in Shibuya. Outsiders may be donors or phlebotomists for this task.

5. THE ORPHANS: Cultists orphans are held on base while LILITH works on establishing an orphanage for both cultist children and orphans on the street. Outsiders are encouraged to take care of them and even take them trick-or-treating until their new home is ready.


harboredfeelings: (27)

III ( hi hello HI)

[personal profile] harboredfeelings 2024-11-04 11:37 am (UTC)(link)
[ By some happenstance of fate Akagi has snuck up on someone with similarly well detailed tails and ears, the fur a total opposite in color from hers. Thanks to malfunctioning technology her outfit is slightly outside her norm, but that's hardly the worst thing she's been through lately.

Kaga's ears twitch with annoyance as she turns to tell off whoever's decided to bother her. She freezes, her eyes go wide. She's been hallucinating Akagi's presence for several days now (Transylvania was rough ask me how) and while she hasn't admitted it she knows it's all in her head.

This. This is different. She can tell right away. ]


Nee-sama...?

[ The glass Kaga has been drinking from slips from her hand and shatters on the ground. She doesn't notice. She's too busy being caught in a whirlwind of emotions and thoughts.

One very major thing that Akagi may notice. The right sleeve of Kaga's dress is mostly empty. She's missing her arm starting just below her shoulder. ]
kidobutai: (じゅう)

o-- ive been perceived!

[personal profile] kidobutai 2024-11-04 02:41 pm (UTC)(link)
[Her ears give the most subtle of twitches as the glass drops. While her smile remains, a mask of her thoughts and feelings. She'd thought it was simply a coincidence, a very cruel one when first spotting the name on the network.

Then, even crueler still when she spotted another set of kitsune features, of a shock of snow-white hair. Yet, Akagi still needed to investigate, she had to. And now?

Well....]


Kaga... [She started, slipping ever closer. Enough to let a hand caress her sister's chin, her cheek. The both of them a very much solid and warm.] ...I see you've allowed yourself to be injured.

[A sign of worry to add to the moment. Her darling, beautiful sister is still here, however. Still warm and solid. Still acknowledging Akagi's presence.

Another hand moves to wrap itself around Kaga, pulling her in closer.]


I'm a little hurt that you hadn't greeted me when I arrived, dear sister.

[An attempt at teasing is made. One to continue masking the carrier's thoughts and feelings. She can't let anything slip. Not in public like this, and most certainly not right now.]
Edited (added somethings before rushing 2 work) 2024-11-04 14:46 (UTC)
harboredfeelings: (35)

we are now mutually perceived \o/

[personal profile] harboredfeelings 2024-11-04 11:03 pm (UTC)(link)
[ This isn't real. It can't be real. She ignored the network because she was certain it wasn't real. Neither the Akagi standing to the side in her usual attire nor the one in front of her in a... very her costume can be real. Just more hallucinations of a fractured mind.

But then she's touching her. Those warm, comforting hands on her face, that strong arm pulling Kaga in close. The other Akagi is frowning, shifting, changing... she'll deal with her mangled psyche later.

Her dear sister is here. ]


I... I apologize, I took it for a glitch. [ Only half of the truth. She can't worry Akagi overly much, not when her damaged body is already a cause of concern. ] My injuries aren't worth worrying over, I'll be fine. But you? You're... are you...?

[ Real? Obviously. Well? She seems well enough. In her right mind...? Did Kaga accomplish what she set out to do? Is her sister herself again?

She wants so badly to break down sobbing, to hold on and let out the aguish she's been carrying since she was turned against the other Outsiders. But she won't. Not here, not in public. She has to be strong, it's her duty to be strong for Akagi.

Maybe some slight weakness is okay for once though? Her only arm goes around Akagi in turn, her tails wag, she even manages a small smile! But her eyes, there's dark rings around them her eyeliner only just hides, and being close like this makes it impossible to cover the fact she's shaking. ]


It's good you're here, Nee-sama. We've been in need of real leaders.
kidobutai: (ろく)

eeeeee  o(≧∇≦o) mutual perception is wonderful~

[personal profile] kidobutai 2024-11-05 02:25 am (UTC)(link)
[No hallucinations here. Akagi is as real and as solid as she can possibly be. And after what happened with Amagi, the Commander, with Kaga. Well, Kaga is here now and Akagi's tails move to wrap themselves around her sister. Giving her that extra bit of soft warmth. Akagi's own, crimson eyes stared back into Kaga's shock of blue, tracing along the features of her face. Her wonderful, stupid face that she couldn't help but continue to cradle and hold in one hand.

There isn't much here for Akagi to fear, is what she thought. Nothing but tricks and creatures the carrier felt far below her, a member of the mighty first air fleet. She felt even less need to be afraid with her sister now here in her arms.

There is one thing that she does fear, however.]


No, Kaga, I'm not... I'm no leader.

[Her gaze broke away from Kaga's and her face moved to nuzzle into the crook of her neck; her cheek brushing and nuzzling against Kaga's.]

But I am me and you are you. Not an illusion of the Mirror Sea or one of the Siren's machinations... or my own.

[Akagi's voice is muffled, but her words were shaking and breathing came hard, deep, and slow. She doesn't want to show these emotions here in public. She doesn't want anyone other than Kaga to see her like... like....]

And don't say that your injuries are none of my concern after everything we've-- that I've put you through. After you had... Kaga... you fool... Kaga... Kaga....

[Her grip around Kaga grew a little tighter now with each repeat of her name.]
harboredfeelings: (43)

Yes it very much is! and so is adding snappyshell on plurk, haha jk... Unless 👀

[personal profile] harboredfeelings 2024-11-05 05:30 am (UTC)(link)
[ Oh those eyes, she's missed them. That intensely deep red, the alertness, the playful energy, the... red. Red like blood. Red like the blood flowing from the dead in the village, red like the blood she craves from the beating hearts, red like what flowed from her chest. The flowers were red. It's all red red, she's hungry, her chest itches,
RED....

Warmth. Warmth chases those thoughts away. Warm breath against her neck, warm tails around her body. Warm and soft and loving and real. And troubled...? Very troubled. Akagi's voice almost never wavers.

Kaga could kick herself. She's supposed to be the one that looks after Akagi, she's supposed to be strong for her sister. Akagi is hurting possibly deeper than any torment Kaga suffered while captive last month, her dear sister needs her! She needs Kaga to be there for her like Kaga had promised Amagi all that time ago. She has to be strong, she has to take care of her. ]


Akagi...nee-sama...?

[ Kaga's white tails mirror her sister's darker furred ones, wrapping around Akagi and holding her to an embrace that she can only partially provide with her arms. She tries to hold on just as tight though. Amagi would never let her own infirmity impair her ability to comfort their sister, why should Kaga?! ]

It's alright. I'm alright.

[ She's not, she's really not. But she refuses to be selfish when Akagi is hurting. She adjusts her arm so she can stroke Akagi's hair gently, turning to nuzzle her cheek against her sister's with a gentle sigh. ]

Please, Nee-sama, you don't have to do this... Everything I've gone through I did so gladly. I'd do it again for you if I had to.
Edited (whoops formats) 2024-11-05 05:30 (UTC)
kidobutai: (じゅうさん)

hmmm i dont know if i should... *actually gently adds anyway like a boss* (⌐■_■)

[personal profile] kidobutai 2024-11-05 08:03 am (UTC)(link)
[Her pulse had quickened from the explosion of emotion. Even if Akagi doesn't necessarily bleed like a normal human ordinarily, she does still have a pulse. She has the same pulse, the same warmth, the same ability to breathe and to feel. Her face continues to hide itself away, to hide the flushed cheeks and burning sensation in her eyes.

Then Kaga continues to say those words and a flash of anger flares up within Akagi.]


Don't, just don't, Kaga.

[She eventually pulls her hidden face back into full view to show her sister the displeasure she was feeling. The anger was directed towards herself, towards how, in her fits of rage, obsession, and insanity, Akagi had used her. She used Kaga and in the end, her sister had... they had... Amagi had...

Akagi takes a breath, deep... in and out... deeply. Deep enough to quell the rising temperature from the fire that burns within her chest.

That doesn't help her now ruined makeup.]


You're not alright. Perhaps better than you had been, but you're not fine. And I'm... I'm strong and can care for you. This time, I will care for you. And once you're well enough again- when you've regained your strength we can...

[They can what? Repair her sister? They're disconnected from their wisdom cubes, as far as Akagi is aware. Or, at least, they partially are, given she's still capable of summoning her rigging and flames, and more. Weakened as she is... for now, at least.

That would all be enough and then some for Kaga to lean on.]


...just this once, Kaga, lean on me. And don't - don't, follow everything I say.
harboredfeelings: (18)

hehehe (ꈍ ꒳ ꈍ✿)

[personal profile] harboredfeelings 2024-11-06 03:13 am (UTC)(link)
[ She feels the anger in her sister before Akagi even looks at her. She knows Akagi's moods better than her own, the subtle signals, the changing of her breathing, the tensing of her body. It screams at Kaga that she's said something he shouldn't.

When Akagi looks at her Kaga feels something break in her. Not like from the torments she received last month when her mind fractured, no, this is something deep in her heart, her very soul. It feels as if her chest has been run through all over again.

Akagi nee-sama is crying. Because of her. For her. Not only that but she's... calmed herself? Quelled her own rage with a few measured breathes? Control?! When was the last time she had that kind of control? it seems so long ago. ]


I... you're better.

[ She can't help herself. She laughs. It's quiet, light, as if she hasn't laughed for joy in a long time. But here she is, her body shaking not from sorrow but joy.

Kaga rests her forehead gently against Akagi's. Blue eyes locked onto red, the sisters making quite the pair in their matching state of ruined makeup. If anyone asked later Kaga would deny whole heartedly she'd actually cried. That sort of weakness can get you killed.

But it's okay to show it to Akagi. It's okay to depend on someone else again. If Nee-sama says so, if this version says so, it's true. She missed this Akagi so much. ]


You win, Nee-sama. I'll let you take up some of the slack. I could use the extra hand.

[ She's been making hand jokes a lot lately. It's fine. She's fine. ]
kidobutai: (ご)

[personal profile] kidobutai 2024-11-06 06:57 am (UTC)(link)
[There are still a few things that will never change when it comes to Akagi. Yet, when compared to her prior self, she is markedly different, of a more sound and calm mind. There are still cracks that are unlikely to ever really go away completely. But Akagi is better, like Kaga said.

More in control of herself and less ready to give her more possessive nature. Or her own delusions. Yes, Akagi is better, but it came at a painful cost that nearly cost her everything.]


You act as if I wasn't before.

[She knows she wasn't, but she is now. And she's with her now, with her sister. Heads butted together and a shaky giggle from Akagi. The Akagi here might just be another form of herself (the idea isn't new or odd, given the nature of the Wisdom Cube that makes up all KAN-SEN), yet she is still her, just like Kaga is still her.

Akagi wouldn't let the tears fall, not just yet. Those are for later in private. She is still as proud as always.]


Good... good. It's important for the strong to help others, right~?

[Her tone became warmer, more jovial as she repeated Kaga's usual lines, the silly, foolish, wonderful, social Darwinist. Her beloved Kaga-- Akagi will find out the whole story about her arm later and who will suffer and if she should... well... that's all for the future.]

Now, why don't we find you another drink, dear sister?

[Came her next words, still soft and uplifting, or as much as she her voice could be with as hoarse and tight as her throat feels. While her hands still stroked Kaga lovingly, tails moving to entwine with hers.]
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[personal profile] harboredfeelings 2024-11-06 07:42 am (UTC)(link)
[ Kaga feels like the weak one for once in her life and the oddest thing about it is, that's okay. It's okay because Akagi told her it would be okay and meant it with every fiber of her being. She's allowed to cry, she's allowed to hurt, she doesn't have to keep a mask on anymore. At least not for tonight.

Hearing her own words repeated back to her in that tone almost sets her off into another fit of laughs. She manages some control at least, limiting herself to a light giggle. Darkly in the back of her head she can't help but wonder what Akagi would say if she knew how thoroughly Kaga threw that attitude away after she was freed from the last kaiju's influence. All those weak, helpless civilians she killed... ]


R-right... that's what strength is meant for.

[ A problem for another time. It's hard to focus on the bad when their tails entwine with one another. To think there was a time Akagi's affectionateness would feel almost too much to her! Now it feels as if she could give and give and Kaga would never have enough of her sister's attention. ]

Mm. Another drink sounds good. You'll be joining me, Nee-sama.

[ Not a question! How bold of her, to get assertive with her dear sister like that. She feels like if she's allowed to be weak for once she should be allowed to be a little selfish too. Sharing passable to decent drinks with her sister is an ideal way to spend the rest of the evening. ]
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[personal profile] kidobutai 2024-11-06 09:24 am (UTC)(link)
[Akagi told herself it would all be okay, and it would. She knows everything will be fine. Kaga is here and still able to laugh and be held. She would deal with everything else later, it could all wait for later. For now they were at a party and in public. Akagi was allowed to freely roam for the night and she intended to make the most of it.

And now that Kaga is here?

Well....]


Ara, to think that you'd be so bold and forward~.

[She teased but is simply just happy and thrilled to see Kaga alive and not, to not have that thing consume her. To not suffer alongside Akagi after all the mistakes she'd made. Akagi shook those thoughts away and moved to hook an arm around her sister's waist. Holding her close, afraid to let go.

There is still that remaining fear, that obsessive and cleaning nature of hers remaining. It always would, it's a natural part of what makes Akagi herself. But she is calm, in control of herself for the moment.]


Perhaps you could show me around as well?

[Anything to keep things going for as long as they possibly could. To not let go and continue to hold onto Kaga for even longer still. She'll spoil her sister rotten and then some. Spoil her again... and again... and again~. ♥️]
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[personal profile] harboredfeelings 2024-11-06 09:57 am (UTC)(link)
[ Creator but her sister is quite the handful! It's not so much what Akagi says as it is the way she says it, it always has been. She can pick just the right words that get past anyone's armor and coat them in the exact tone that will cause as much unbalance as possible. Kaga's not even certain Akagi means to do it! It's so much a part of how she is it might just be instinct.

Whatever the driving force behind it is the result is the same. Kaga's ears give a little twitch as her face heats up with a blush, her eyes glancing to the side awkwardly. ]


Ah. Well, I've had to be. Especially lately... it makes eating easier.

[ She can tease right back, right? she can try! Though still blushing she gives Akagi a wider smile, Kaga's lips peeling back to reveal the fangs she's recently acquired. Will her dearest sister be proud to know Kaga took a few pages from her book to be flirtatious with a few humans tonight? Sure it was to satisfy an entirely different kind of desire, but the method works well just the same!

Kaga doesn't linger on the reveal too long. Keep it light, humorous, don't give Nee-sama reason to be concerned. She sighs and leans forward, sinking into Akagi's continued embrace, resting her head lightly on her sister's shoulder. It'd be nice to stay like this forever... ]


Where would you like to start? Tachikawa is having a yokai festival, you'd be the center of attention there. [ She always is. Akagi's presence demands everyone take notice, as it should be. ] The shrine I work at is open, though they'll be a lot quieter. Not a lot of people still follow the religions of this world.
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[personal profile] kidobutai 2024-11-07 03:07 am (UTC)(link)
[Akagi will be more than just a little amused at her sister's apparent, newfound bravado. Or, rather, her sister's bravado for something outside of combat. Kaga had always been bold in her own personal way.

The sharper fangs are new, however. Akagi won't say anything about that, no. But the whole food thing is what catches her attention. Has she been having trouble eating? Not able to get enough food or fuel? The worry naturally returns and reflects on her face even as Kaga continues on.]


Really anywhere with you would be fine for me. [As it naturally would be at this point. All Akagi wished for right now was to continue being around her sister. Touching, holding her, talking to her, and basking in her presence. Fearful that she might fade away once again.]

Though I'd rather it was somewhere that I could give you my full attention.

[One without any annoyance that might try and pull Akagi away. For once, the fox didn't want the adoring attentions of the crowds. She didn't want somewhere that she could flaunt herself and show the vain confidence that she holds for her body. Akagi's desire is simple; she wants to be around Kaga. To keep her by her side and not let go- showering her with all the love and affection that she can muster.

And Akagi's chest is simply overflowing with love.]
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[personal profile] harboredfeelings 2024-11-07 09:06 am (UTC)(link)
[ Her full attention? Yes that's about what she should have expected from Akagi isn't it? They've been parted for... how long, by her sister's point of view? Far too long by Kaga's own, almost three entire months. It may as well have been three lifetimes. ]

Mmm. The shrine then. You'll like it. Between Kuzunoha-kun and myself it's well tended to. He's quite diligent, many of the humans here are.

[ Look at that, Kaga complimenting someone else! There's a handful of people she'd very much like her sister, her real sister, to meet. Good people who've made life here just a little bit easier. Or who did until her little... outburst. So much blood...

What about Akagi's blood? She smells so good, she always has a pleasant scent about her of course, comforting, warm, the kind of thing that Kaga equates with being home. But now it's... enticing, she can almost feel Akagi's pulse. What must the blood of a kansen taste like? Not just any but that of her dearest Nee-sama?

The fact it's Akagi is the only thing that keeps Kaga from biting. She's able to bring herself back and pull back ever so slightly. She still embraces the other kitsune as much as she can while making it that much harder to strike. Her face is flushed and she knows it, her eyes perhaps a little... intense. She can't meet Akagi's eyes right now for fear she'll figure out what the problem is, hopefully she'll take it for an effect of the alcohol mingling with the sheer joy of their reunion. ]


W-we should head there now. Perhaps take a bottle or two to enjoy in peace?
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[personal profile] kidobutai 2024-11-08 03:51 am (UTC)(link)
[Her full, complete, and undivided attention. That is what Akagi wants after everything that had happened back home she just wants Kaga to continue showering her with attention, and vice versa. While it hadn't been too long in the grand scheme of things from Akagi's perspective, even just those few, painful moments after Kaga had made her sacrifice and the arrival of her younger self, was far too much for Akagi to bear.

No, she wouldn't let Kaga out of her sight for quite some time, and she wouldn't stop clinging either. And if she were to figure out who, or what, had caused her sister harm? Then she'll make certain that they learn a very painful and deadly lesson... slowly.]


Kuzunoha-kun?

[Her voice sounds teasing, but her eyes flash dangerously once more. Who's that? Who are you talking about? Tell her, tell her, tellhertellhertellhertellhertellher~!

Akagi doesn't let anything slip, she's better now, absolutely! But just how much better her mental well-being is, is up in the air. A hand reaches for Kaga's cheek to have her turn to face her... to look into those crimson eyes - possessive, loving eyes.]


Kaga....

[She began, thumb tracing the line of her dear sister's beautiful face. Akagi's pulse is hot and fast, potentially far hotter than the average person's. While the blood coursing through her veins might be far more enticing. Given the mix of oil, lubricants and other chemicals that the KAN-SEN consumes. It may very well be far more filling, far more pleasurable than some random human.

If Kaga wanted it, then Akagi would likely not deny her, and might even take a certain amount of satisfaction knowing that her sister craves her. Then afterward she might just show her utter dissatisfaction over her poor sister's apparent treatment. Just how many souls she might need to collect on the way may not matter to Akagi, she would just write it all off as collateral damage~.

0/10 stars. Will turn the world into a sea flame again.]


Yes... we should do that. Please, lead the way and chose whichever strikes your fancy the most.
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[personal profile] harboredfeelings 2024-11-08 04:19 am (UTC)(link)
[ For a brief moment Kaga's hungry thoughts are broken by that tension she feels. She offers no resistance to her sister turning her to face her again, she prepares herself to look into deep red pools she can so easily be lost in... aaaand sees the flames of danger sparking there.

Shit. Even at her best Akagi's tendencies means Kaga may have just put Raidou in danger. To make matters worse he's not a bad looking guy, Kaga has zero interest in him that way but... Akagi's Akagi. ]


H-he's another Outsider, we work to-a-ah...

[ Her words are lost entirely as Akagi traces her face. The touch is as much a comfort as an enticement, that beating pulse so close to Kaga's fangs, the pure love in every little touch. It's a wonder Kaga can control herself at all right now. ]

R-right...! [ With some effort Kaga finally extracts herself from her dear sister's embrace. Even one armed she's still got strength a plenty to master herself and do so! The contact isn't fully broken however, at least two of her tails stay entwined with Akagi's own as Kaga gestures forward. At the moment she's insanely grateful for the low lights of the club, she's certain her face must be as flushed the same shade red as her eye makeup at this point! ]


The shrine then. There's stalls along the way, we can get things to drink and eat. [ Not that Kaga can eat regular food right now... ]
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[personal profile] kidobutai 2024-11-08 05:11 am (UTC)(link)
[Akagi is Akagi, and the one people she will willing share with are Kaga and Amagi. No one else.

Akagi's stare continued for just a bit longer, with her finger gently caressing Kaga's face, her jawline, her chin... her lips. The thumb is warm and soft despite the wear her hands have endured from the seas and combat. She was beckoning for Kaga to continue speaking, to tell her more.

Then Kaga's body left hers. She broke away, leaving Akagi's grasp empty and only their tails connected.

Ah- no... no that wouldn't do. Normally Akagi would laugh and continue to tease. But things aren't quite normal yet. Her crimson eyes glowed in the low light, still holding that smoldering fire within them that slowly began to die down from the lack of Kaga hugging.

She pouts and wraps her tails around Kaga in return. Fine, she can at last do this and hold her sister close on the way to whatever shrine she mentioned before. Is Kaga really certain that she'd want to show Akagi the way?

Then again, the chances of Akagi figuring out where the shrine is anyway are incredibly high.]


Right... the shrine and drinks. We'll need to get you something, you look absolutely famished and your face has quite the cute shade red.

[Those reflective eyes are for more than just show~. Even in the low light the fox could make it all out.]
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[personal profile] harboredfeelings 2024-11-08 05:43 am (UTC)(link)
[ Damn her. Kaga loves her more than life itself of course, but also damn her. Just because she can see how red Kaga's face is doesn't mean she had to comment on it...! All that does is turn her a deeper shade of scarlet and force her once more to glance away from that inescapable gaze. ]

Of course, Nee-sama. I'll be sure to get a bite along the way.

[ It won't be hard. She'll find a decent food stall, maybe a ramen stall, and slip away for a moment while Akagi orders. With the spirit of revelry in the air men, women, and those outside the binary alike are all rather easy. Just a whispered word, a wink, the promise of something sweet. And Kaga will have a meal that keeps her satisfied and her dearest Akagi safe from her hunger.

Kaga sees no danger in the plan. Even with Akagi's special brand of affection she's certain no harm will come to the shrine or the boy she works with, Akagi is intense but she's not unreasonable!

Granted it's going to be difficult to make good progress. Akagi's pouting speaks to the desire in Kaga's own heart to return to the embrace. Against her sister's wishes however Kaga resolves to be the strong one and fight that desire, otherwise they'll never get to the shrine!

Of course that doesn't mean she can't compromise. Her arm goes around Akagi's shoulders as she guides her sister towards the path to the exit. ]


Is there something specific you're in the mood for? There's no shortage of variety in this part of the city. They even have a KFC. [ Kettle Fried Chicken! ]
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[personal profile] kidobutai 2024-11-08 09:15 am (UTC)(link)
[Seeing the typically cool Kaga become so easily flustered is admittedly amusing for Akagi. Then there was knowing that she was the one to have potentially made Kaga flush so. That was beyond endearing, it was sweet and delicious.

No, Akagi wouldn't harm the boy, or the shrine. But she also would still make certain that they were no threat to either her, or her sister. That they wouldn't come between the both of them and ruin things. Not when she finally has her sister back!]


KFC? [She looks kind of... well she wrinkles her nose a little and slips an arm back around Kaga's waist. Pulling her back in as they walked along through the crowd and towards their next destination.]

I'd rather not, it sounds like something from the Eagle Union.

[And that brought about its own, less than savory thoughts - thoughts that invariably lead to a certain woman and some rather confusing feelings. She won't be as antagonistic towards anything EU related. But she will still hold onto her own, negative thoughts and feelings towards them, towards the Big E.

No, no Akagi wouldn't be violent towards them anymore, or make threats whenever a specific name is mentioned. She would rather start to move on at this point instead of stewing over the past as she had been not too long ago.]


That said, I wasn't particularly interested in anything. I've only just arrived not too long ago.

[She's just barely started memorizing some of the streets! Never mind finding her way to and from this club. It was a bit of miracle that she had even managed to find Kaga to begin with!]

How about... well why not simply surprise me.
Edited (Sorry wrote it when falling asleep @.@) 2024-11-08 09:28 (UTC)
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[personal profile] harboredfeelings 2024-11-09 09:07 am (UTC)(link)
[ The Eagle Union. How odd her life has become that hearing the name of that place is an odd comfort, anything from home is, but especially her sister. Kaga's struck by the thought however that she'd very much like to see others of their kind here... even the Gray Ghost.

Especially her. Kaga could defeat her one handed, literally! Then she would be free to do as she pleased with her greatest rival. What would her blood be like? Surely not as sweet nor rich as Nee-sama's, Akagi's is without a doubt perfection, but Enterprise would be a meal. Strong, confident, soft hearted Enterprise. To drain her dry while watching the light fade from her eyes would be the ultimate final to their series of battles...!

Kaga is... not entirely sure where she went there. When she shakes herself out of whatever vampiric delusion is happening this time the pair of sister ships are outside the club on the streets of the city. Kaga's tails not caught in embrace have triumphantly liberated bottles of liquor at some point too, clutching them in a tight fluffy hold. Vodka, sake, white rum. Apparently her subconscious has a preference for clear alcohol. ]


Surprise you... I think I can manage that.

[ She chuckles, her more restrained noise of amusement, her ears twitching as she catches up on what her sister was saying. There's so much Kaga has to show her, to tell her! Ah where to begin! What would her sister like?! There's that one stall near the shrine, the older woman who operates it makes the best fox udon Kaga's ever tasted... yes! Perfect!

With her ears fully perked Kaga's confidence starts to set in as she leads the way, using pointed glares or subtle underhanded slings of small fire to knock people out of their way as they travel through the streets. ]


I understand why. It was awhile before I even felt like leaving the base after I arrived. Even without adjusting, LILITH was running us through constant training exercises. They'd lost a city in the mission before I got here.

[ Internally she has to note that three dead and a few missing limbs isn't that bad in comparison. She doubts Nee-sama will agree however, since Kaga is among the wounded. Akagi is every bit as concerned over Kaga's continued well being as Kaga is Akagi's, after all. ]

There's plenty though. The markets are decent enough to get ingredients but they're not exactly calm... quietest place I've found aside from the shrine is the cat cafe the Captain works at.

[ A place she is very fond of actually! There's a tortoiseshell there who tends to perch on Kaga's shoulder when she comes by for a drink. Between that thought and Akagi's presence Kaga's practically glowing with a smile. ]

We're not just limited to Neo-Tokyo though. LILITH has portal technology linked to a few other places. Okinawa, some city in this world's version of the Eagle Union, and this nation's capital... what's left of it.

[ That actually makes her shudder. This world is not theirs. Japan is not the Sakura Empire. But they are mirrors of one another. Kaga hasn't been able to set foot in Kyoto for herself yet, the concept alone is unsettling to her. She'd rather loose her other arm. ]
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[personal profile] kidobutai 2024-11-12 09:25 am (UTC)(link)
[Once, really not that long ago (essentially last Tuesday for Akagi), she would have delighted in the prospect of Kaga doing so. Slowly draining their rival, to see that thorn that kept returning faded into nothing. The fox could have no better excitement. But now?

Akagi might be just a little incensed that Kaga would choose that woman over her. To dirty her palate with what's junk food in Akagi's eyes. Why would Kaga do such a thing when she has Akagi right here?

Right next to her!?

And if Kaga were to do such a thing, then... then...! Akagi-sama might not be able to hold herself back~! ♥

But such a thing would have to be for another day. A day when she can get her wits back and decide what sort of view and stance she should take now that things have changed. And changed so very drastically back home. Doubtless, Nagato was now in complete control of the Empire, and doubtless, all others were united for once.

But no, that really is all for later.]


Ara, I see you're as deft as ever.

[The praise was directed toward Kaga's tails as they swiftly procured multiple bottles of spirits. At this point, Akagi wasn't too picky about the choice of drink, either. That wasn't what was important - it was sharing them with her sister, which was important.]

Is that so?

[Akagi found it hard to care. That's not true; she does care, but her care is a little different. It's tragic to hear, yes - the loss of human life is always painful, especially for KAN-SEN, who are meant to fight for the preservation of humanity, as well as the interests of their respective nations. But again, Akagi has only just arrived, and thus far, she's been less than enthused or impressed by things.

Then there's Kaga and her injuries. Her cute sister.

Her cute, foolish sister is trapped in what feels like a far-frailer body. The hand wrapped around Kaga subconsciously moves towards where her arm is missing and grips it.

HARD

Somebody will have to pay the price.

Oh, food, though. Akagi breathes and breathes deep, and her grip relaxes ever so slowly.]


I should be lucky I was able to be let out for tonight. [Like a pet being taken for a walk, Akagi thought with bitterness. That was fine; however, Akagi will still do what's asked of her. Perhaps even gleefully so if it involves battle against (hopefully) challenging foes.]

I honestly can't wait to see it all with you, Kaga. To see what has you so excited as you surprise me again and again~.

[Mainly because it's Kaga that's excited. Excited and always filled with pleasant surprises.]

But first, lead the way, and then we can drink away our cares into the morning.
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[personal profile] harboredfeelings 2024-11-14 07:00 am (UTC)(link)
[ Akagi's praise is as ever a boon to Kaga's constant need to make her sister happy with her. Hearing it has her ears standing straight up and the one or two tails that aren't busy carrying bottles or embracing Akagi are set to wagging from it. Mortifying, perhaps, but how can Kaga possibly care?! Who's going to notice her clear joy besides her sister, her dearest sister who is---

Hurting her, ow. The stump is mostly healed by this point but that doesn't make the flesh where Kaga's arm used to connect to any less tender. A light gasp of pain escapes her as her eyes widen slightly. Did... did she do something wrong?! Say something wrong?! Is Akagi Nee-sama just maddened over the mass loss of human life? As a proper member of their kind should be, oh Creator how much more will Akagi hurt her when she learns of all the innocents Kaga killed in revenge?!

The twisted thing is Kaga's looking forward to it. She deserves whatever punishment Akagi might decide upon inn the future. Best that the blazing leader of the Sakura Empire's First Carrier Division punish her number two, make her hurt and suffer and bleed like Kaga herself made the humans do back in Transylvania! Please, please, please... Make her pay so she can move on! ]


Cares? Nee-sama, how can I drink away something I don't have?

[ Get the mask back on Kaga, you let it slip too much in the club. Akagi may have asked her to be weak but she can't be fully weak all at once. A little at a time so as to not trouble her dear sister too much! Let her focus on the physical wounds Kaga's suffered before touching on the mental and the blood that'll never wash off her hands... er, hand.

Outwardly Kaga shines a smile and chuckles, leaning against Akagi a little more as they saunter their way through the streets. ]


All of mine vanished when I heard your voice. With you here the rest of this war will be over by Christmas.

[ Nobody in the history of war has ever said those words and regretted it. Not one bit. ]
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[personal profile] kidobutai 2024-11-16 08:52 am (UTC)(link)
[Oh - oh... the look, that look, the one that comes over her face on occasion like a shadow whenever her mind slipped into less than pleasent territory, eased. As did her touch on Kaga's arm. She frowned at herself; Akagi is better. She is better than before! Truly, well, and truly better.

Her mind is still healthy, but she isn't like before. Even if Akagi wouldn't give a hoot over the lives that Kaga took, how many souls had they harvested back home? How many had they managed to feed to sate Akagi's own machinations? They're weapons; delivering death and destruction is what they're made to do in the end. But Akagi is remorseful, beyond remorseful. She's hurt so many...

And now she's harmed Kaga again!

No, she wouldn't care because Kaga was doing it. Akagi's care would instead focus on her sister and the pain she must have been in. How much she must still be in!]


Nonsense, I can feel it, Kaga, all of it inside you.

[Her head slumped down to rest on Kaga's shoulder, still frowning at herself as her hips sashayed alongside her sister's down the streets. Tails entwined with one another.]

It's something you can share with me, Kaga. Me and... [She hesitates to say it. Primarily because she doesn't want to share her sister - for her to turn to anyone else besides Akagi, Amagi, or the Commander.] ...or even someone else from home.

[If any others show.]

You still put far too much faith in me. [She sighed, nuzzling her cheek against Kaga's. Akagi doesn't deserve it, but she still craves affection nonetheless.] But I will do my best to meet those expectations again.

[The damage to her ego is still there after the events at home. Things were fine in the end, yet the damage remains.]
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[personal profile] harboredfeelings 2024-11-18 06:44 am (UTC)(link)
[ Ah she should've known better. Of course Akagi sees right through her. There's no-one who knows Kaga better than her dearest sister. Not Tosa (though the distance there still stings) nor Amagi, who whilst able to read her as an opponent wouldn't hold such insight into Kaga's deeper moods. There is nothing in the world Kaga could keep from her Nee-sama even if she tried.

And she wouldn't have it any other way. It's a relief to have someone who can understand her heart so readily. Does the teasing rankle sometimes? Of course it does, but Kaga knows at the end of the day Akagi shares the same deep affection Kaga holds for her. ]


I... I want to share it with you. Just you. But... [ She shakes her head, sighs, and leans against Akagi's nuzzling. ] It's still too fresh. Give me time, Nee-sama. Please?

[ She can smell the fire, hear the screaming, see the bodies torn apart by her weaponry. The children, Creator, how many children did she slaughter just to make a point to the other Outsiders?!

It almost makes her feel sick. The sacrifices to that tree were one thing, there was a goal. Misguided maybe, but it was a mission Kaga could put herself into fully. What she did back in that village wasn't a mission, it was petty revenge.

She's not sure when it happened exactly but one of her tails has popped the bottle of sake and she's already taken a swig from it. The sharp flavors across her tongue bring her out of her thoughts, leaving her blinking in surprise. She can see the steps to the shrine not far ahead now, it's as obvious as the eyes from the local civilians that follow her and Akagi as the pair walk with swaying hips through the streets.

Honestly, humans are so easily distracted. That's what makes them such delightful prey. She's going to miss the vampiric tendencies once they're cured. Oh well... ]


Nee-sama... you don't have to push yourself. As long as you're you. [ Kaga smiles, nuzzles Akagi's cheek again, every bit as craving the affection as her sister. ] That's all I need.
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[personal profile] kidobutai 2024-11-18 08:26 am (UTC)(link)
Kaga, I'm your sister and compatriot; we've been through hell together. We've...

[Died together.]

Yes, no. You're right. Time is probably a good idea for now. You know that I'm the patient sort.

[And whatever it is, Akagi wouldn't shy away from Kaga. Especially not when Kaga is all she has here. It's always been Kaga by her side from start to finish. Even after Akagi had led her to ruin, she still stuck by her. With something so clearly wrong with her, Akagi couldn't leave Kaga's side. Like a moth to a flame or fox to a hen, Akagi already had a few guesses in her mind.

Oh, but their destination is already closing in fast. Hm... Akagi looked over the shrine, the steps, the gates, then the bottle in Kaga's hand.]


Who else would I be, Kaga? [One of her own hands reaches to gently wrap her fingers around the bottle Kaga held. Akagi didn't take it from her grasp but merely moved to guide it to her own awaiting lips to take a sip after Kaga had hers.

Slowly, lips lightly pressing on the mouth of the bottle to swallow before her tongue slid out, licking her lips.]


Can't I spoil you with all my might? At least this once?

[She nuzzled Kaga back, sighing as the alcohol worked its way down her throat. It was going to be a long night.]
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[personal profile] harboredfeelings 2024-11-20 07:46 am (UTC)(link)
[ "Can't I spoil you with all my might?"

Doesn't she always? Whenever Kaga's been injured hasn't Akagi insisted on tending to her wounds herself? Done all she can to offer the comfort and companionship to her younger sister despite Kaga's reserved attitude in such things?

How much more could Akagi possibly do to make Kaga happy, it seems mad to even consider there'd be more. As mad as Kaga feels watching Akagi's dexterous fingers wrangle the bottle of sake away, transfixed as the lips that only ever speak sweetness to her wrap around the bottle.

Poor Kaga has no idea how red her face has gotten, she can feel it's heated up, but surely that could just be a result of the alcohol and her sister's nuzzling...! ]


I... w-well... um...

[ It takes until they step under the shrine's gate for Kaga to master herself again. The change is almost instant. She closes her eyes, takes a breath, the bits of tension in her body that may as well be her standard way of being relaxing. There's no eyes on them as they enter the shrine's grounds, the noise of the city begins to seem so distant, and the only other being here for the moment is Akagi.

Peace. This is peace, true peace. Kaga hasn't felt it in... a very long time. Before they attacked the Azur Lane? If she's ever truly felt it at all.

Akagi's right. She's her sister, her dear, beloved sister. Strong, reliable, keen, and loving. She can share anything with her, everything. She can let Akagi spoil her by actually allowing herself to be as weak as Akagi keeps asking her to be. ]


They used you, Nee-sama. The enemy we fought in our last mission. [ Her voice is soft, little more than whisper, her eyes staring full ahead. A glassiness enters them as vivid memory plays through her head. ] They injected me with... something. It made me see you, or something pretending to be you, it... they had it talk me into offering parts of myself to the kaiju they worshipped.

[ They did more than that. Kaga can feel burns across her back that suddenly feel as fresh as they did the night she was whipped raw with a glass studded lash. Scars she can't hide with her minor illusions for some reason, ones that she finds far more distasteful than the one over her heart from the tree... The tree was her choice, the lashing? She had no power there. She hates it. She never should've been so weak! ]

I even fought the other Outsiders. I thought it was what you wanted, that their false god would give us both everything we hoped for... I don't know how I could've been so foolish to fall for it.

o.o

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october was a bad time!

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*holds onto~!*

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