The fear will never leave, that is the point, the job will never be good enough. It is a drive, like territory or hunger. Prey creatures fear being eaten, they can never do enough to remove this fear. So they keep going harder and harder. The moment one thinks they have done well enough is the moment they lapse, then get eaten. ๐
My fear is likewise impossible to remove. If I accept I am doing a "great ๐ฏ๐ฏ job" I might delude into thinking otherwise, then all will suffer. So I must always do Better. ๐
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The fear will never leave, that is the point, the job will never be good enough. It is a drive, like territory or hunger. Prey creatures fear being eaten, they can never do enough to remove this fear. So they keep going harder and harder. The moment one thinks they have done well enough is the moment they lapse, then get eaten. ๐
My fear is likewise impossible to remove. If I accept I am doing a "great ๐ฏ๐ฏ job" I might delude into thinking otherwise, then all will suffer. So I must always do Better. ๐