None of us, anyway. Think people died in that last attack, but not on our end, so that's pretty different.

[it's so strange to not... need to think so much about that.]

... not really sure how to feel about it, though. Maybe you're right, but I don't think I'm technically alive in the first place...

[those are all things he wants to enjoy, that's true, but he just--

they don't feel like they're meant for him.]