[ If there's one thing that Yuji is certain of, it's his place in this world. He's well aware of the fact that his role is to make sure that his friends come out of this as happy as possible, and if he has to risk himself to do that... Then that's something he is willing to do. He came into this world expecting that he would be executed at the end, so his life had a certain time limit the entire time; now it has some kind of vague meaning, playing a piece of the puzzle.
Right now, his focus is on making sure Fushiguro is safe, that he's okay, and with the knowledge of what Sukuna must be planning, the reminder of his own mistakes... He feels physically sick at the idea of just 'giving up' on him now. This is one of the few things he has left to fight for - Fushiguro and Gojo-sensei - and he can't survive if those things are taken away from him.
He'd fight for the sake of saving the few people he has left. Without that, who even is he, other than a husk, a vessel, a cog? Part of a machine that has so little meaning.
Looking away, he frowns, trying to ignore the way that his heart hurts, and he wants to cry, as if he can somehow make all of this better by running away. ]
Good. Think about that, instead of me and my happiness.
[ Don't wish for him to have a long life. That's not in the cards for him. ]
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Right now, his focus is on making sure Fushiguro is safe, that he's okay, and with the knowledge of what Sukuna must be planning, the reminder of his own mistakes... He feels physically sick at the idea of just 'giving up' on him now. This is one of the few things he has left to fight for - Fushiguro and Gojo-sensei - and he can't survive if those things are taken away from him.
He'd fight for the sake of saving the few people he has left. Without that, who even is he, other than a husk, a vessel, a cog? Part of a machine that has so little meaning.
Looking away, he frowns, trying to ignore the way that his heart hurts, and he wants to cry, as if he can somehow make all of this better by running away. ]
Good. Think about that, instead of me and my happiness.
[ Don't wish for him to have a long life. That's not in the cards for him. ]