Well, I did kill for the sake of it more often than I didn't. Most of the time I relished in it.
( The village, Sonoda Shigeru, countless others after that. Geto killed sometimes simply because he was powerful, there was no other way around it. Yes, he had an ultimate goal in mind, but there was a viciousness in him that was badly reigned. Ten years of it is a lot to walk away from. And he knows Yuji would probably balk at that if he knew the true face of his violence, that is always a problem with LILITH. They might decide to air it for all to see any time now. )
There was an enjoyment in it, sometimes. I thought it was well deserved.
( A sharp little grin. )
But eh, things here are different. I don't know if redemption is quite the word. Who knows what I might do if LILITH offered me a way to change things? I can't quite say that I've turned a new leaf. I'm just trying some other ways.
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( The village, Sonoda Shigeru, countless others after that. Geto killed sometimes simply because he was powerful, there was no other way around it. Yes, he had an ultimate goal in mind, but there was a viciousness in him that was badly reigned. Ten years of it is a lot to walk away from. And he knows Yuji would probably balk at that if he knew the true face of his violence, that is always a problem with LILITH. They might decide to air it for all to see any time now. )
There was an enjoyment in it, sometimes. I thought it was well deserved.
( A sharp little grin. )
But eh, things here are different. I don't know if redemption is quite the word. Who knows what I might do if LILITH offered me a way to change things? I can't quite say that I've turned a new leaf. I'm just trying some other ways.