[ it's an absent agreement. all these details. teams. houses. people. monsters. they're all nonsensical. ridiculous. she can play the game and it is a game. teams and missions. running rounds in the lanes. leaping on rooftops. she could do that in her sleep. easy. peasy.
it's all faded. sound like embers, flickering, flickering. fading. she remembers, bent down, looking up at silco. the whispering in her ear faded. no ringing. no singing. no blaming. no shaming. just . . . silence.
she can still hear his heartbeat. she wants to engrave it on her own. ]
I — I'm with you.
[ it feels like a weak admission in light of all of it. all she's done. all she's jinxed. all she has fucked up. his dream. his future. she's not weak but she is. her fingers clutch at his clothes. ]
no subject
[ it's an absent agreement. all these details. teams. houses. people. monsters. they're all nonsensical. ridiculous. she can play the game and it is a game. teams and missions. running rounds in the lanes. leaping on rooftops. she could do that in her sleep. easy. peasy.
it's all faded. sound like embers, flickering, flickering. fading. she remembers, bent down, looking up at silco. the whispering in her ear faded. no ringing. no singing. no blaming. no shaming. just . . . silence.
she can still hear his heartbeat. she wants to engrave it on her own. ]
I — I'm with you.
[ it feels like a weak admission in light of all of it. all she's done. all she's jinxed. all she has fucked up. his dream. his future. she's not weak but she is. her fingers clutch at his clothes. ]