to think that NOW is when yato gets beyond embarrassed about her reaching into his jersey. when she has nothing in mind but locating where he put a bag of chips. it could've gone worse. they could have died.
but they're both catching their breath in relative safety within this small building. she presses the button yato did to protect her, letting the helmet slide away from her face again as she looks at yato in worry. ]
Y, yeah. I'm okay. [ she wheezes, eyes darting to his ears to make sure nothing is bleeding. ]
No. I - [ she wanted it to work so badly. she wanted to finally be able to make a damn DIFFERENCE here and prove herself as not totally helpless. only able to get kidnapped and beat up and drugged and UGH!!! ]
It's my fault. It... was a dumb idea. I thought I'd finally be able to help by being crazy enough to give them a chance. They'd listen and we'd domesticate them or I don't know.
[ if he can hear her say any of that. it might just be ringing in his ears. stepping forward, she grasps his head and finds a relaxation point on his neck to press in with her thumbs and massage gently. the entire time, she fights tears. stupid to put herself and yato in danger like that. so stupid.
no subject
but it was a nat 20 :(
to think that NOW is when yato gets beyond embarrassed about her reaching into his jersey. when she has nothing in mind but locating where he put a bag of chips. it could've gone worse. they could have died.
but they're both catching their breath in relative safety within this small building. she presses the button yato did to protect her, letting the helmet slide away from her face again as she looks at yato in worry. ]
Y, yeah. I'm okay. [ she wheezes, eyes darting to his ears to make sure nothing is bleeding. ]
No. I - [ she wanted it to work so badly. she wanted to finally be able to make a damn DIFFERENCE here and prove herself as not totally helpless. only able to get kidnapped and beat up and drugged and UGH!!! ]
It's my fault. It... was a dumb idea. I thought I'd finally be able to help by being crazy enough to give them a chance. They'd listen and we'd domesticate them or I don't know.
[ if he can hear her say any of that. it might just be ringing in his ears. stepping forward, she grasps his head and finds a relaxation point on his neck to press in with her thumbs and massage gently. the entire time, she fights tears. stupid to put herself and yato in danger like that. so stupid.
you are so stupid, hiyori. ]