[ keeps what up? keeping it honest with him? hiyori's always been honest about her feelings.
well, except for ONE feeling. again truly does go unsaid. she isn't oblivious to all that guilt he carries with him. she saw it with sakura. she saw it with seoul. brasov. now, again, with more choices. the last thing he needs is a lecture from her, though.
isn't it funny how he can think of her as a wonderful person when he's done the same thing? why can't he think that about himself? she does.
but she has to lecture him about how NOT a coward he is. it wouldn't get through, otherwise. she opens her mouth to tell him he DID deal with his dad, but struggles to get the words out. it's yato's journey, not hers.
she'd rather him just stay alive, actually. a feeling that hasn't gone away since he first said goodbye to her. she's already gone through the panic of thinking she was going to lose him and called yukine in fear. hoping he would be able to stop him since she couldn't. he wouldn't let her. ]
Yukine-kun will forgive you. I've forgiven you. You're important to us.
[ look, even if he IS a coward and terrified as shit, it's all the more important to root for yato when he fights. as a girl, she was too absorbed with the terror of losing him to reach that line of thought. she wanted to fight by his side.
she did, too. hakki.
she's afraid that yato is going to do something like throw himself in front of her, like she already did with a damn bus, so she wants to tell him 'no, don't'
she chooses to believe in him. ]
Note to self: avoid buses... [ since she still has a hold on the scarf, she tugs him into her a little more to kiss his forehead, lingering and a bit trembling, before she lets go and jogs off as she spots his hoverbike. ]
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well, except for ONE feeling. again truly does go unsaid. she isn't oblivious to all that guilt he carries with him. she saw it with sakura. she saw it with seoul. brasov. now, again, with more choices. the last thing he needs is a lecture from her, though.
isn't it funny how he can think of her as a wonderful person when he's done the same thing? why can't he think that about himself? she does.
but she has to lecture him about how NOT a coward he is. it wouldn't get through, otherwise. she opens her mouth to tell him he DID deal with his dad, but struggles to get the words out. it's yato's journey, not hers.
she'd rather him just stay alive, actually. a feeling that hasn't gone away since he first said goodbye to her. she's already gone through the panic of thinking she was going to lose him and called yukine in fear. hoping he would be able to stop him since she couldn't. he wouldn't let her. ]
Yukine-kun will forgive you. I've forgiven you. You're important to us.
[ look, even if he IS a coward and terrified as shit, it's all the more important to root for yato when he fights. as a girl, she was too absorbed with the terror of losing him to reach that line of thought. she wanted to fight by his side.
she did, too. hakki.she's afraid that yato is going to do something like throw himself in front of her, like she already did with a damn bus, so she wants to tell him 'no, don't'
she chooses to believe in him. ]
Note to self: avoid buses... [ since she still has a hold on the scarf, she tugs him into her a little more to kiss his forehead, lingering and a bit trembling, before she lets go and jogs off as she spots his hoverbike. ]