( His teeth grit. The countdown blinks 89%. Geto feels ridiculous, and a little rubbed raw, fighting both his strange resistance to kindness and the truth serum all at once. )
Because I'm not very good, Itadori-kun. ( A losing battle, the slippery slope of complicated feeling. ) Because I have done terrible things without regret, and no matter how many people try to tell you that you still try to give me the benefit of the doubt when you shouldn't. You probably don't even know half of the things I've done, you really would hate me if you did.
( To hell with it, he can deal with the pop-up. It isn't fair, and Geto does not want to be part of another betrayal. He pulls away, as carefully as he can, pressing a hand over his eye. )
It's fine, I'm fine, I don't want to be another thing you blame yourself about later.
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( His teeth grit. The countdown blinks 89%. Geto feels ridiculous, and a little rubbed raw, fighting both his strange resistance to kindness and the truth serum all at once. )
Because I'm not very good, Itadori-kun. ( A losing battle, the slippery slope of complicated feeling. ) Because I have done terrible things without regret, and no matter how many people try to tell you that you still try to give me the benefit of the doubt when you shouldn't. You probably don't even know half of the things I've done, you really would hate me if you did.
( To hell with it, he can deal with the pop-up. It isn't fair, and Geto does not want to be part of another betrayal. He pulls away, as carefully as he can, pressing a hand over his eye. )
It's fine, I'm fine, I don't want to be another thing you blame yourself about later.