No, you're -. ( A breath, a smile. ) You're good, it's okay that you asked. I've just been trying not to think about it, you know? Trying to keep going forward. Some things happened before I got here, and I'm just - I hope they made it out safe, you know? And that they're somewhere better now, living a good life with the people they care about. Somewhere safe, because I'm not. That's all.

( It's not exactly a secret, he definitely doesn't look like a man who lives a sedate life. He thinks from what he knows about Yato and the things they've discussed he can understand that. )

And I think I'll still feel that way for them even if I'm stuck here, so it's really fine. I'm good. I know so many nice people now. I'm real lucky.